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Pic in my mind, on a lazing monday~

2010-09-26T22:20:00.000-07:00

Baby girl,
wld u lie with me on a private beach?
with no interference or naught
just in our own dimension
feeling cool sea breeze hitting on our face
crashing tiding waves
simply lying next to each other
no words spoken, just gazing..
at the amazing, endless night stars.

Under the moonlight.

Up 1 notch to gear 2!

2010-09-19T07:37:00.000-07:00

finally, can sense tat its near.

got 2 very ideal part-time jobs, in return, enables me the clear path to success and to manage the different sets of accounts easily.

Hah.. lessen pressure, and here we go FFF. Grow and accelerate as much, as fast, as abundantly u can!!!!

(Financial Freedom Fund)

Tuning

2010-09-19T05:02:00.001-07:00

eh... body clock being altered lately due to some late night events with (Psycho Jon)

yea! now tat hes gone back to Aussie. I can slp at 11pm heheheheh

Just gimme my 7 hours slp daily! i need to recover abit, from all the running nose and coughs, sore throat and feveriish.

Today, as usual... lunch after church then haha ride home with the Astherians, luv ya bro and sis. :D

Be safe, cya after F11111111111111111111111111111111111

FTF

2010-09-10T09:58:00.000-07:00

first things First.

crawl, baby steps, walk, jog, run!

You may, can, try in anyways, ;) it doesn't matter
I'll stick right back up ur face, knocking...

till someday..

its Nth, Everything... to me.

oh oh my, gosh

2010-09-08T06:35:00.000-07:00

Baby let me love u down, theres so many ways to love ya.

Heez, this song simply found its way into my brain.

Hmm... one jamming session / wk enuff?

Bored bored........ Sg life freak-in bored.

Conspiracy? Mysterious?

2010-07-23T00:01:00.000-07:00

Illuminati.
FreeMasons.
Knight Templar.
Hospitaliers.
Etc..

Fascinating.

Carz

2010-07-16T09:26:00.000-07:00

a car is like a woman

doesnt look good without a butt.

Yea i dun like hatch-back cars lol!

wierd..

2010-07-06T11:12:00.000-07:00

Am i too tired physically?

or my brain is cranking up juices?

if only human doesnt have to slp...

New found.. home

2010-07-05T04:37:00.000-07:00

its all thanks to Annie (first) before -> EstheRyan (sounds like a race of ppl lol i.e Astherian) -> a whole bunch of peeps.

Felt more at home compared to previously i must say. Really do.
Its like the way my bunch of gd buddies used to say, "slping at church is the best, safe and peace in the house of God." hehehe.

7.47pm, let me have dinner first...
8.15pm, back~ hehe.

LOL i just received a sms.
Liyun:
Just saw u at Clementi, u walk too fast. lol

tats funnie. hahah
k well, plus things new cell has:
mature
heartwarming
cars.... lol almost noone takes public transport after svc.

er.. babies (soon to be i guess hahah!!)

Yea nice to see some familiar faces too, and some unfamiliar faces but same person haha.
small Raymond :) u gave me a hug out of nowhere the other day, kinda shocked me and Annie lol.

bruteness down the last..

2010-07-05T03:54:00.000-07:00

change change change change change.

My life is always full of that, yes it is, trust me :)

It seemed wrong to scale down to just one battle i.e: Cesar's siege of the Gauls
Absolutely wrong model.

More so, it shld be a oscillation of the events of a empire, or the downfall of one and rising of other.

Proven again and again all over history, flexibility; ability to spot and change. so crucial, even at the most last moment.

One change of formatation and strategy wins u the battle.
One swing of the Staff, changes how the civilisation is written.
One set of enlightened values, saves the whole population.

Who are we to say security is the best hand we can have?
Expand yourself bigger, so u'll be bigger than problems
is not =
Safeguard what u have.

So, i've decided, to alter my plans. Yea its too huuuuge previously,
Becoz i don't need it Lol. not becos i cant achieve it :)

The truest i've ever heard;
God looks at our heart and mind,
He presents everything but never tells us what to do.

All that it is, Decide.

Big Thank you to You!

2010-05-16T09:14:00.000-07:00

you may or may not read this:

Thank you, Sorry. Words i say alot, alot.. but words like this can be quite superficial when it comes to truly expressing oneself, specifically on how you feel.

its been truly amazing knowing you, amazing for me. (k i better get going explaining, before you say, "you tell that to other girls often?" lol!)

You kept me in check at times -
you may not know that how amazing it is that you always say things at the very right moment, or somehow on the very same wavelength. On many occasions, you actually do think the way i do. Most imptly you understands why i do.

(Ya, whoever else reading this, she actually tells me Rome was not built in a day)
Lol, how many ppl? exactly how many, can actually use phrases like this on me! which in most instances, its the other way round!! and ppl dun understand the meaning of things i've said duhz.

Things i always seek to achieve seemingly impossible to others.
she tells me, "which is like the most impt few things what"

other things, something like -
"Are you not resting already?" the moment i said Hi (lol), and i was dead dead beat, amazing.
"u went overseas without telling anyone? wad if something happened?" no one ever asks.
And other similar views that we had. Etc..

The one thing i like the most, is that other Point of view you always gave me, which are really relevant views. which always helps me keep things in check, or offer to more considerations to make my plans. the constructive questions you posed. yes i like the way u put those ? haha

Really thank you! :) you've been more than i could say great help. I've always enjoyed the conversations that we had, each of em :)

Ermz... on the contruary, if you are reading this..
I'll be walking around looking.........

for a hole stuff my head or face!!!

Have the moment arrived?

2010-05-14T09:21:00.000-07:00

a prize at the end of every journey:
isn't that whats life is

Clock winds or unwinds?
When the lad desires for time to freeze for he feels invincible,
the old bloke wishes to relive those moments.

40,000 pounds per sq ft!!

Thats the cost of the most expensive 3000 ft apartment in Monaco, which means that property costs 120 million pounds lol! Well, it oversees the whole view of the palace, the yacht docks, grand prix street tracks, best view of Monaco.

Taking a solemn, deep breathe...
fresh colors of life

Indulging the indigos :)

Down to Restructuring my portfolio and profiling lately!

2010-05-11T19:59:00.000-07:00

Its like after a period of time, you realize you need a good series of workout to tilt your health or body back in tip-top condition :)

Well i've experienced a sudden outburst of Exuberence and Adrenaline rush yesterday!
While i was sitting in the library, though slightly distracted by a few secondary kids blabbering non-stop, a sudden Vision or (a light bulb icon atop my head) flashes through my mind.

~A new Biz Idea

Yep i was thinking and craaacking nuts for days in search of any gap/flaws in the market or a blooming industry where i can lay abit of my hands on. So right now, its coming down to preparation work:

- Product or Service; strong selling/key points
- What problem or advantage does this Product or Service solve or possess?
- Target Market
- Scalability?
- Biz Strategy
- Proposal
- Resources Contact
- Initial and Running Costs
- Manpower needed

Let me get all these figured out, before i fully disclose everything :)
Yes! and its something i guarantee alot of you LADIES out there will be very keen on.

Its amazing considering getting this idea at 6pm 11 May 2010 and immediately i surveyed 3 young girls aged 17 regarding the product/service i'm rendering, remember i got nothing! just a rough sketch biz idea at that very moment, almost instantly, Snapz! the 3 girls are very interested to know and wanna be a part of my Product already lol.
Yea and i've surveyed 10 other youthful female friends of mine abt it, it seems that this Biz Idea wld sell.

I'm sure of it actually.. :p

Machiavelli

2010-02-22T06:02:00.000-08:00

there is nothing more difficult to take in hand,
more perilous to conduct or more uncertain in its success
than to take the lead in the introduction of a new order of things.

The new ruler must determine all injuries that he will need to inflict.
He must inflict them once and for all.

Almost..

2010-02-19T22:06:00.000-08:00

peace before stormz.. from distance, flames seen. Bridges exists to the crossing of indifferent paths set ablazed. Smokes arises at dawn from the thick canopy of the forest, scent of fire pits being put out..
We make war, that we may live in peace.

50-day skirmishes.. shall begin with

10 by 10, 20 days of guerilla strat, foresting gains in preparation of the final 400 days showdown.

quickly follows suit, 30 days, strengthening of foundation..

a test of resolve,

Fools define themselves by what they are.
Wise men define themselves by what they shall be.

Fortune favours the audacious - Desiderius Erasmus

Discovery

2010-02-19T04:50:00.000-08:00

Little did i realize just today that Monaco, one of the list of places i wanted to visit most, is a Monarchy itself. In other words, it is a country! 2nd smallest Monarchy in the world, the other being the Vatican City.

Yea i am amazaed by this fact because all these long while, for years... i thought it was a city part of France. Even in football, the A.S Monaco team plays in the French Football Lique.

Some basic knowledge of Monaco i've learnt today;

it has the highest police force per citizen ratio, 500 over police force against 30+k population lol.
it is much smaller than Singapore
France is responsible for its Military defenses, for it is surrounded, bordered by France on all 3 corners except the Mediterranean Sea
nearest way of transport to Monaco is the railway services from Nice, France.
it is the Las Vegas of Europe :) of cos being famous of the Monte Carlo and Grand Prix

A day of tranquility

2010-02-18T06:45:00.000-08:00

first time ever... stepped into Woodlands Library lol.

Getting all stares like, why this kinda guy wld come to a library?
haha exaggerated..

but ya i spent the whole, Whole day there! so nice to have a peaceful and absolute silence environment, that keeps u aware at every sqeek u make when shifting position on the couch :)

Spent time thinking, sorting and planning though the things that imma change and do from now on.. worked on some taxing strategies and figures too

I shall head back to the library tmr.. needa work on smaller details, exact ones.

I have to... Burn the bridges behind me.

Wonders of Life

2010-02-06T17:12:00.000-08:00

It is miraculous to be living in the world alone, not to even mention how things works and evolve around it, the life it breathes.

Amidst all these, there is something i felt intrigued in, trying to understand how it works still. They are the realm of Physical, Mind, and Soul. Physical realm is kinda straightforward to all, not gonna even touch on this. But throughout the recent years, been trying to figure out and experience the other 2.

Mind; conscious / sub-conscious / thoughts / the power of Control or Manipulation of ones' brain. Little things can be done to instigate it's potential to greater effects, which i love to try out time and time again on different matters, it can be really really... :) *grins*

Just that little activation of less than 0.1 percent of the Sub-consious mind can amplify the ability of one person, changes in his/her habits/thoughts/decisions making/interests and desires. And the constant reminder of Listening to oneself.

Complicated or intimidated it seems but we have seen how certain ppl in the history of mankind uses it with great effects to influence other ppl, and on some cases even the whole world, or even up till today the world we live in.

As for me, i want, only that 2% of my sub-conscious mind :p

Tenascious & Swift as it is to;
Get in, get it Done, get it done Right, get Out!

Rekindled pasttime

2010-02-04T11:09:00.001-08:00

almost 2 hours of sketching and only one photo to show.

Was working on a portrait initially, just when the epic moment appeared...

trying to erase a few lines and ended up a third of the face gone! Lol!! tat happens when fatigue kicks in... tired & dry eyes

Urgh... kay time for 7 hours of rest and start on my next mini project tml. not sure if i can finish it in one day though. I'll try... before i get my hands on Krak Des Chevaliers!

( Lol if only i worked this hard during Sec sch? i wldnt be standing in the courtyard during lessons all e time hahaha. Mainly for the first year of arts lessons wootz!
Yea all i like is draw/design and build things, and i totally suck at coloring/painting tats y i dun hand in my artworks at alllLL! until 2nd year... )

Ambiguous

2010-02-02T22:41:00.000-08:00

A man of my place has two faces,
one for the world
and one which he was in private,

with you i'm only who i am..

Mind and heart,
character and actions;
that you'll be judge on.
Conscience of a better man.

What man is a man who cannot make the world better.
One's world.

Destiny lies deep in the palm of yours,
live it, change it.
Take it!
..for it is yours...

I am... the one
who i am..

Bintan Lagoon! updated post as requested

2010-02-01T06:13:00.000-08:00

yup went to get some pics, and detailed infos!
1st - pics

Weekday/weekend rate

Buganvil Villa $368 $548 6 people Max 2 more bed
Angsoka Villa ( Non Sea-view ) $428 $728 7 people Max 2 more bed
Angsoka Villa ( Sea-view ) $488 $788 7 people Max 2 more bed
Extra Bed : S$78 per person ( Adult / Child ) per night inclusive of breakfast

I'll bring the brochure booklet when i come to work to show guys yea.
yea and seriously hw many a time we get to travel with frens?

Preparation

2010-01-30T19:42:00.000-08:00

Foresting. almost complete

adding final finishing touches, before moving one notch up towards 2nd phase

Wall Defenses
proceeding after cny, shall require 2 weeks at most.

2 utmost crucial stages of the new plan, my base.. of a greater empire
get it done right, endless fuel to power a bullet-enraging train all the way.

great war shall be unleashed..
final onslaught! ..awaiting in the shadow

peace followsuit a great war, inevitable. The only way
Life's like a battlefield, neverending fightings, strategies, decisions to be made
where courage being put the test, amongst deepest of fears

time to make mark.

Bintan Lagoon

2010-01-29T19:40:00.000-08:00

Imma thinking of organizing this trip after cny..

2d1n / 3d2n stay

depends on the budget yea, 300 is a safe figure for 2d1n tho

ar... Mainly watersports!! Like,

Snoggling, Jet-Skii !, Banana Boat, I forgot tis 1 term for it, sth like paragliding ya etc..
A total getaway from our city life,

Watersports filled with excitement and laughter /w frens in e morn

Enjoy a abundant meal of seafood for lunch!

Accompanied by booze or cocktail by e beach with a galleria of sunsetting.

Haha are u game?

Joke of the day

2010-01-29T07:51:00.000-08:00

Aigoo... I can't seriously imagine I said e following:

"..his wierd is so taste la" lol!

Incredibly I finished my sentence wahaha
the effects of talking on the line till 1plus am. Dear goodness

rite, fb reads, " tats it"

yea only colleagues understands y?,

want u guys to understand something yea?

Do not hate me for leaving, it's due to circumstances (u Noe y) and also it's realli time I needs to move on and back on track on wad I need most to focus on right now. Kept being reminded I'm 24 despite celebrating my 23rd last dec.. Getting younger at heart, I know.

It's really joyous times tat I've spent with u guys, chin cha!
Eh and many more outings will follow suite Kay? But pls!! Help to organize!!!!!haha
next one up b4 I leave, cny outing! Let's keep everything tat we've built on going alrite!

Gahmsamnida!!

wad a influence...

2010-01-23T06:46:00.000-08:00

oh izzie...

u got me started and it kept running..

Non-stop action of Pami-ee Owting.

and.. it made me like this gal... Dambi !!!!!

also.. more k-pop songs are appearing in my iphone's ipody lol.

dear goodness, my jamming mates kept feeding me english songs tat i have not much interest in now due to K-fever.

I needa tab Haru Haru out...!! pls Leo get it done soon!
oh and.. PLS put some effort in ur singing!!!! wahahaha.

Make Love

2010-01-23T06:45:00.000-08:00

Forever you're my girl Forever be my world
You are the only one
The only one I'll ever need, my life is you and me
Forever you're my girl Forever be my world
You are the only one
I'll never break your heart "no", so baby don't let go

Craving...

2009-12-24T06:03:00.000-08:00

When things gets mundane, restless, exhausting.

A radical change becomes a demand, the obvious to let down and let go.

A new spawn heaped

I needa move

That very very day....

2009-12-19T15:32:00.000-08:00

Unexpectfully came across a truly profound question last nite, seemingly out of nowhere I popped this question to Van;

can I know when will be the day, tat ever unknowing day, my chest still pumping, heart still pounding, gush of small little wind still flowing though and out of my nostrils, comes to an end? On this incredible, wierdly, impossible earth?

Or; can I dun ever have to face tat very day? Ever...

Tat would be one the most priceless infomation I'll ever know if ever the answer is presented to me. And every perspective and aspects of life wld change drastically. Living like there's no tml? Living everyday as it is? These, ain't enuf for me.
2 years.. All i need, to press on some things on full gear b4 I'm forcefully stepped into the peak of my life. 2 yrs omg, too short, too fast, but wad choice do I have.

Wad wld u have done if u have to answer to tat very question above...

A new small part of my life

2009-12-18T21:57:00.000-08:00

Just got a iPhone on wed, downloaded lot of applications which brought with it a whole lot of convenience.
Like my previous post has stated abt the Internet, now with a portable tool of the iPhone, I cld easily gain access to any infomation I need and want.

I love wad it is in the olden days with their idealogy and culture but nw I'm too in love with the easy technology access we gained.
Integral ingredients of my life.

And it is today, today tat I've turned 23, a day with importance to me but of a different aspect form most. It's a day I spend most of the time to myself rather than celebrating. A day in ur life where everything u've seen, went through, growth and all else sank in, all time phase seems to freeze on this day, framing my bubble observing within and beyond till the time ticks past midnite.

That's when a new born life is breathed. Most of my celebrations are on other days making this moment, my very own...

I want to stamp a print of my feet on every corner on this earth!
My wish....

Blogging..

2009-12-07T05:01:00.000-08:00

I seriously aint got a clue bout when i started or decided to blog. Not really too sure when did blog started out, as u know back then, students in my time don't spend time at home facing Coms, i still remember how much i got my first computer for.. 3k! Pentium 1 lol. tats hilarious..

Well.. things change a whole lot since the 90s.. (erm k i'm just 22 turning 23 in a few days time. NOT TAT OLD YET!) from huge crabbing phones, to pcs to color screen phones to lappies to smaller phones to mp3 camera phones... to wad do we have today? smart phones? all and all fast forwarded too much with technology, and all these due to one thing. the Internet! hardware from k-bytes diskette to mega bytes to giga-bytes...

hmm its bout time i sorta get my own bday present lol, Blackberry Bold. Right i was actually interested in Storm2 but its touch-screen feedback simply too much to take. Lol when i look at my phone, its... such a ridicule. lol.. used it for wad? 2+ years?

That somewhat reminds me abt alot of things, i was always too busy working on the bigger picture of my life, tend to neglect smaller details though. This is where my blog becomes a occasional feedback/reflection of when i am and where to move on.

hmm.. i got one question now. eh.. where do we go for my bday celeb with shumei,sam, liang they all.. drinking is a lil mundane but i guess we can nvr make do with it tho...grr. still rather racking my brains. can we go motorX-ing? lol...

Mostly i've settled the plans with other groups. hmm its a one day thing, but nowadays we got too many different clique of frens, makes it a buzz.

Too much thing to do in life, too little time to spare.
Many a time, too many hesitation.

the birth of a crescent..

2009-12-02T05:50:00.000-08:00

did i just spent a hour or so.. reading New moon

well Twilight took my time away when ever i'm on the journey, keeping my upbeat abt where i were, lifting my head chking. few days, ended my chapter on Twilight.

It got me unexpectful and tired when i got to chapter - The End. pretty low beat of the book, tat got one impatient of moving out of the dull chapter of missing Edward. Just gotta bite my lips and read on....

cant help but say, reading does slows down my pace of life, shouldering me some peace of rethinking. i needed.

as i prepares, for the next phase...

Unfathomable, my FB reads..

Somebody save me!

2009-12-02T05:22:00.000-08:00

Lol i'm not sure if this is supposed to be posted.

My heart is stirring, growing resentful each time i take the public transport, especially the MRT. Its cramp, full of "courteous" ppl, "Chinese" and Banglas. I need my very own vehicle i swear. big time..

alright, someone reminded me of something when i was watching my ultimate dream car on youtube the other day.

- "u need a license right now" woops..

Can i? get it in 3 months?

When u wake up and u know....

2009-11-27T19:52:00.000-08:00

ITS RAINING!

and wierd enuff when i stepped outta my room, opened the door the flowers on the trees were blooming, bright yellow and all over.

well a nice start to the day.. when i've decided to take the day for my very own consumption, slowly munching it away with the accompany of such a nice cooling weather tat allows one to sit deep into thoughts.

Some things happens along the way, so needed this precious times of rest to reschedule and re-strategize everything. Oh and to continue reading Twilight.. i think i'm kinda, kinda stuck onto it at the moment, something which i've never had interest in besides the topics of History/psycological/Biz&Investments/Biography books.

While speaking, its growling right now! so.... time to whip up all the food tat can last me till dinner tonight. Cooking! yes.
pancakes - scambled eggs - sausages - shishamo - maybe a little spagh or and not to forget a waffle topped with rum & raisin ice cream. wootz i'd better get started while blogging.

Update more laterz. I noe its quite some time ago since the last post lol.

joy listening to The Script

2009-11-14T05:36:00.000-08:00

heard this song on the radio the other day.. The man who can't be moved
- beauty yet sad song

so as usual, searched their live performances, and telling u they are really gooood! very tight and authentic.

oh well, managed to find other very nice songs by em too

Breakeven
We Cry

And my current favourite, Before The Worst. must listen!! it got a really nice tune.

Seriously i don't know hw the lead singer cld simply memorize the whole song's lyrics, go chk out the lyrics for all the song if u can, its like a fuking essay lol tho poetic and meaningful.

Do chk em out if u aint got a clue of The Script.

Drawing a perfect line?

2009-11-12T17:45:00.000-08:00

its prolly the toughest decision to make in modern, sophisticated society with the indifferent and ever-modifying environment.

Fighting against procrastination, priorities, time, temptations, and way too many factors.

Perfectionism... give it ur all and u are way hardcore as u left some doors shut just for tat goal of urs.

Jack of all... u'll never give something ur all, i mean all; that 100% even if ur sights shows u a indifferent conception.

Do it all, or just one.

Jeez, guess the best way is knowing the exit plan. ENough! is enough.. It may not be the most perfect line, tough calls to make at times, we gain and lose along the way.

This is life, live it all or nth at all. So why bother letting others have a say on u, each and every of us are genuinely created in uniqueness.

Call me crazy. but i have a dream, a life vision. Take my soul and u'll destroy me, if not nth stand against me, absolutely noth.

I dreamt, of a world (mine and some others) like nvr b4, like none other, in theoretical sense , it made absolute sense to me but not to all definitely. In reality i'll give my all for u, i'll offer u my wits and my burning desire, undying determination just to get u. Its so tense, having u within sights, almost, almost on course to breathe in the air i needed to.

Many a times i've falled, back on my feet i stood. Running towards u.. my core
My lifelong prize.

GT - R

2009-11-04T04:55:00.000-08:00

Gran Turismo

got my heart racing...

love at first sight!

Its been way back since i heard a R32 screamed past along no. 1 shenton way, i am not sure hw to better describe tat feeling of hearing a monster from far and when u finally get to see it, it simply flew past in one single glance.

just checked out some of the pics, totally diff from the previous skyline versions.. super fitting for a super car, distinct features still remains. but the new body is so appealing.

it got me burning even more..

bring me 2010!

for the first time...

2009-10-31T05:10:00.000-07:00

closing my eyes,
taking a deep long breathe,
I'm finally at home!
Best still, alone. And in such a good weather.

Slept like 13.5 hours since last nite, kinda glad i din went out for jamming. Refreshed, re-energize, ready and prepared...

i'm waiting for u,
satisfy me,
motivate me,
move me,

keeping me alive,
then lifes never apart,

unending journey,
draws my sight thru u,
around the world,
across 7 seas,

my heart and soul,
just for this path.

Ecstatic!

2009-10-20T05:08:00.000-07:00

erm.. i updated my blog like yesterday? lol yea rite, it just seems like it..

pretty bz and wasted all these weeks, ever since my very last blog post..

but i guess the most fruitful part is this bunch of incredible frens and bros i've made over the weeks.. nvr fail to put a big smile on my face daily!

But seriously too bad ben is off to sydney coming feb.....

Wavehouse - it was uber cool frenzy,chill and seriously surfing is gonna interest most peeps man

Dear DEc,

Please come soon, i miss my bros, Jon and Jere, been so god damn ages since we are gonna hang out gether. Mr Tiesto, spin us some grooves!

krazy culo

2009-10-03T02:47:00.000-07:00

nite out... w/ sammiboy, shumei, beckie, ben & his frens.

absolute madness, 5 vsop hennessy and 1-2 martell i think or more..

met up with some nice;cool frens of ben, and they seriously drink till drop, i mean every fri? kratzie!

Yea definitely cant miss out some classic moment of sammi trying to open his locker.. it has a key sticking at the key hole or wadever u call it and kept saying "i think someone open my locker,how?" (with the key still in his hands LOL!)

Yo eh eh oh ah!

its been a long way back time...

2009-09-28T03:19:00.000-07:00

haha finally put to actions on exercising and getting into a healthy lifestyle programme.. been working out for past few days and went to gym and swimming earlier, seriously i'm aching all over now, my thigh, biceps,triceps, back and shoulder lol... but i like this after workout feeling, shld be getting a good nite slp tonight haha. Especially the swim, goodness me was really catching my breathe after a few laps and all muscles got tighten, oh ya i fell down a while ago trying to get up on my feet hahaha cos my thigh got strengthless.

More fruits and protein, heavier breakfast, normal lunch and very little dinner...
I knew this guy who is almost 50 yr old (whose looks is 30 plus 40) from New Zealand a while back, hes a in-line-skating coach also a personal fitness trainer in sg, lol he kept encouraging me to cycle to work daily and stuffs like tat, claiming tat one wld look younger and feel energetic daily; also wld perform better in bed LOL. I was luffing my head off, but its true regarding the younger and energetic part, not sure abt the latter part hahaha.

Eh i'm considering whether i should join Daniel Ong (98.7fm dj) for sunday runs after this past few days, but damn i shld've told him i will consider abt it first instead of accepting lol

Endure and Persevere!

Alright its my guitar time for 30 mins b4 dinner... laterz peeps.

How wld you spend such a hot warm day?

2009-09-20T22:55:00.000-07:00

I'm looking at this pic and thinking of plunging into that crystal clear water right away!!

pretty chill couple days

2009-09-19T22:53:00.000-07:00

nice rainy blues weather,

i can just almost picture how it feels hanging round the beach and it drizzles instead of sunny bright day, well i like both :)
Not much of a idea but a certain joy simply brought out during rainy days where i can take a step back, dig myself into that moment of peace.

Well, past 2 days certainly set me into the mood of getting things straighten up later. gotta retract & re-structure things abit, especially so when there are really loads of things-to-do piling up, needa strike that particular balance properly.

Ya i think i needed that reminder, always do fall short slightly. Right, time to pen thoughts and plans

1st priority! NZ snowboarding - June/July 2010
man just cant seem to get tis outta my head.

Life in a city can be real bored, so..

2009-09-18T05:32:00.000-07:00

bonkers!

skid tat!

2009-09-15T22:12:00.000-07:00

u know wad they say abt love at first sight...

I wanna learn the following!!

2009-09-14T05:00:00.000-07:00

that got me pumping...

esto es un nuevo principio entero

2009-09-13T04:58:00.001-07:00

Flash thoughts

2009-09-02T20:08:00.000-07:00

My goodness, been having slpless nites... been bombarded by lots of thoughts, ideas, visions whenever i shut my eyes. I guess my sub-conscious mind is haunting, realli gotta calm down my heart and mind, having peace is a real key to making better decisions, definitely not when u are too anxious with too much things to do in mind and a fickling heart.

Well, i guess most of us at a certain point experiences a gush of adrenaline rush thru your mind and body to accomplish lots of things that you realli wish to achieve yet you felt restricted by certain circumstances. Its like impatience and a few other factors stomping one foot into the scene, leaving a antagonizing confusion state of mind to whatever decisions or actions you gonna take.

Just gonna have a good rest today, reorganize everything and overcome with sheer determination, also to tackle everything that is coming in the best shape i can get..

I wish all, my frens, good luck & all da best in whatever you've decided to accomplish with bold courage! Sincerely..

allumer le feu

2009-09-01T04:25:00.000-07:00

Reignited Fire...

4 months left to close some pretty awesome pages to the book, nice to be back but its bored though, life in sg it is lol.

Preferred to be really free or dang bz, i'll simply liken to the latter. But it seems theres still so much yet to be done, tho prerequisitely cash flow still comes into the picture for greater to be born.

Just got back with a discussion with my old man, taking into account hws my family side doing and plannings in financial terms, gonna strategize my next phase of plans. :) i don't know why but i think its a fun thing abt money, where one's intelligence comes into play like a set of chess always laying on the next few moves.

Ar... enuff i'm going to play my guitar, It's not my time by 3 doors down...

Chillz.

Fabuleux

2009-08-28T08:11:00.000-07:00

My new world, new life.

When the reds go marching on!

2009-02-01T23:58:00.000-08:00

Lol stayed up late to watch the match this "morning", and the scoreline states - Liverpool 2 Chelsea 0. aww i'm so sorry Jed ;p Hmm and Venis's Favourite player, Lampard got sent off....

RIght prior the my earlier post, well everything settled off tat day itself. Meaning we still embrace that person with all that we have, at that point u might think tat oh its gonna be gloomy but love and grace we were given by God to embrace u further. If not wad makes us differ from the acts... Just simply hope tat all these will make u better!

chillz..

Wad a eventful day..

2009-01-30T09:25:00.000-08:00

Woken up by my mom in the morn... to do a favour actually but end up in nth lol..

K then went to leng hse to prepare all the food and stuffs, yea we were slightly late lol bad not to fulfil the promise to someone's mom tho. But ya thanks to leng's mom and dad for the great help and hospitality!! they are seriously hilarious... of cos with my bud Jed who tio suaned! lol... funniest comments i've heard bout Jed ever since he went into Service.

Eh thanks leng, sorry bout leaving ur home in a hush due to transport prob. leaving u a oily house to clean up.. lol but yea the game we played after peeps left was funny... hope more of such will still happen in future Often.

Well din want a great day like this to end in such a way, but it explains the title. I just realize i'm not the one putting up with someone all this while, seriously i simply just had enuff of tat person just today! when... i found out 2 of my bro were played out right bastardism acts by this person.

That's enuff, i'm a reflective mirror for u'll get more of wad u've done. Be it good or bad

ba da la bup

2009-01-27T10:35:00.000-08:00

So determined to get my car license this year and get a car.. waited freakin long for a cab on Chu 1, only when we decided to take pub transport then the cab appeared, pengz.
The more u dun wan something, the more u get it lol.

hmm... missed out on this distant aunt,one of those who dote me the most (dad's side), this year she went yunnan for holis. She is a super modern crappy hilarious old lady lol

oh ya, altho i dun really mind the figure bout the ang baos (except from this super miser family from my dad's side) but altho eco not tat ideal, but lol i receive more than usual, dunno why and a few of em dunno from whom. so ya still thank God for so many relatives who dote on me alot. prolly one of the reasons is i'm the eldest grandson in ranking lol.

right time to chill for this week.. before i get started on a real journey next wk. Chill later today with jed and company, thurs prolly meet up this super bro who came back from australia, fri leng hse gathering, sat seconday sch peeps gathering (super long never see them, fond memories tho) oh gosh.. i forgot wad i had on on sun, somebody told me something damn.. lol k trying hard to recall here. haha hmm something like a gathering with few peeps, nah they will call me again.

hmm... a wonderful journey awaits from this coming mon onwards.

Buenas noches
KinG

Finally!

2009-01-15T11:04:00.000-08:00

wooo hooo yea.. got more freedom now.. a lil more time! to finally do something i've been wanting to..

After playing all the mainstream songs.. decided to do one myself..

Hahaha gave up halfway on this song tune as i cant seem to find the inspiration to the chorus part.. sent it to a few peeps, one commented She felt like in the rain listening to it LOL! anyway.. gonna work back on it another day.

Then... got a whole new inspiration to do a rock genre song.. yea it came easily mush easier than the 1st one, hmm intro verse1 bridge chorus verse2 ending tune are there but still working out the solo part and need a drummers help tho in near future. I thought of the theme while i was resting from know practicing just now, decided to name the song "Call for Change". Yea... but now the hardest and brain squeezing part... the lyrics lol! geez the tune is haunting me whole day and even rite now hahaha

oh ya i need some yellow papers... for drawings duh.. need to do some sketches liao (am not drawing nemo and eeyore) lol!

naa naa naa...

Randomizationess

2009-01-09T08:48:00.000-08:00

It's a new year new start, gotta refresh my mindset abt things; thoughts and abt ppl.

I started to question, trying to see why am i called to be in a youth cg. yea this is qn 1 lol, i just turned 22 last month.... so still wondering but do not get me wrong i really enjoyed myself in e410...very much!

new perspective in life i suppose... due to certain arising opportunities and actions i've taken

new priorities

new WANTS! shop shop...

new commitments too..

more gaming lol at nite...

Guess i'm always bz bz bz... never gonna waste time and life... Yea!!

Courage... Being Tough

2009-01-01T21:31:00.000-08:00

It's not about how many punches you can land but how many hits u can take - tat determines your success in life.

If you found yourself standing up again and again that is the true courage we are looking at, never lie low! for you are called to stand, walk and feel great of who you are.

wootz

2008-12-29T01:36:00.001-08:00

hmm... bored at home rite now... in fact taking a days break.....

ya... hmm... y are ppl so amazed tat i dun use gel or wax to style my hair? seriously i simply use hair dryer and my hands... no comb no nothing at all ahaha

sianz... waiting for marshall right now to train our teamwork in dota lol! even jed is ready la.. 'Marsh mallow!!!!!

wow thinking of 2009... lol must go find a few pieces of A4 paper to write my goals visions.. things to buy.. resolution.. places to travel.. self improvement/growth, career achievement, my car! yeeppee lots of plannings to do hahaha.. including changing most of my wardrobe. darn and shoe rag liao.

laa dda laa eh 2 more days to 09!

someone asked me to upload pics!!

2008-12-28T11:22:00.000-08:00

ya some pics of today's pitiful slacking in town and a couple old pics!
Hmm... did a performance for appreciation cg today.. waiting for the vid and pics from Linn and Lileng's cam. Practice hard for past 2 days but it all turn out well enuff tho.. looking forward with more jamming sessions 1stly with nic, des and maybe nison, 2ndly with sean leonard and jed. Eh ya we went town after cg.. supposedly going bucks or bean to slack but end up dabaoing plain congee from crystal jade lol all for the sake of our sick glenda.. in fact marsh jed and i are sick too.. well but din thought we wld end up eating by the stairs at taka lol.. super pathetic la. and dota today is incredibly demoralizing lol!! random... hmm 09 coming soon...!! ya gonna rest at home tomolo, den going for my last day of work on tues, follow by collecting my cheque on wed!! bloody dragging for so long.. k and hopefully can go sentosa with ning, marsh, jed, ling etc etc to get tanned and a getaway on the very first day of 09'. Take a rest for a longer journey ahead... the next beach outing i'll visit is probably Miami or New Jersey liao.. haha

ANd oi.. Jed Nison Desmond Fred and Nick... steady ah next year overseas trip outing. SG is getting real mundane...

eh wad else, hmm past few days actually quite enjoying.. was talking to Glenda and we realized that we actully met up with the cell for 1 whole week already! slacking.. celeb christmas, planning for appreciation. tat day still come my house scare my lil pup jackie.. right waiting for the rest of the pics!! of Mr. Dumbo Desperado Nison, Eeyore and Pooh and my beloved niece!!!

Super pathetic... eating plain porridge! all becos of glenda.

Update updates

2008-12-12T07:56:00.000-08:00

yo just got home not too long...

Suuuuuper long day... got up and din feel like working this morning, right nvm then it comes to our gift exchange in company where we gotta pick a name... and lol my colleague and i are luffing our ass off the names tat we picked.. i think its destined but i cant say why yet now.. cos they might be viewing and that's a no no.

Then went to ann hse and was kinda tiredz..... but right quite nice to see ppl around and ya altho short but great guitar session with leonard(u need to buck up!!!). k and the best always come lastly......

Shock of the Day, Month and Year!!! was.... Lileng's sister!!! oh my... WE din know she got such a gorgeous sister.. whom they almost dun look alike la, Lileng face is like a apple while her sis face is so sharp.. and height.... and skin tone... duh!!!! still cant quite believe it.. haha but i agree with Jun Chen comments!!!! LOL!! gonna get killed here... hahaha

2nd wave of SHockness
when i left the group... was standing on the train at Boon Lay awaiting to depart, suddenly "Kelvin!" saw these 2 Ite frens. (For your info i went into ITE for 5 or 6 months to just escape going into army so soon) Right and i dun remember having a conversation with them b4 back then but they are able to recognize me straightaway when they enter the train. We chatted like never b4 on the train, joked as if we are very very long time frens, freaking wierd but enjoyable. guess we gonna start afresh in our frenships here.... hahaha

3rd SHOCKING matter.....
man i was walking home, den i pass by this kid quite fast and he out of the sudden turn and say, "uncle, you got 1 dollar?". suuuuper out of blue moon la.... *faintz*

Whats happening!!!!!! makes me wonder wad kind of day this is....

Alright, most must be wondering how long since i've last posted on my blog and why?

k firstly i was thinking and doing some reflection on myself the other day, came to a conclusion that... i'm the type of person whom i dun really like to share much abt my troubles or show that i'm going thru a tough time, that's y some ppl thought i'm like a 24/7 happy go lucky kind of person. full of crap at times i admit lol!

well a lot of things went out of place recently.. plus i'm leaving my company and my health have been ailing of recent, injured my cartilage(chest bone) while having bad coughs so health wise have been very bad.. and THERE ARE A LOT OF THINGS WAITING TO BE DONE!!!! oh my... i really wanna end this december well.... so as there is a good platform to start from for 2009.

Hmm... ya my bday is on 19th Dec. Aside to Jed - Des wanna jio on 20th come out for dinner and drinks with nick, nison, chan tong, clement. come come!! hmm who else... maybe as fred too. oh.. and mary jane!! she missed my chalet last yr..

eh.. k it's a very long post today... hmm oh and some photos to upload next.. pics from my recent company D&D (DINNER & DANCE!! yes okay Marshall.. i know dinner come first)

Eye opener... (Rooney 10) i've never seen such a budget outfit b4!!!!

My personal motivation.

2008-11-11T05:04:00.000-08:00

"Valleys of darkness,
We've passed.
Mountains of Glories,
We Rose!"

- KinG

Message of my burning desire

2008-11-05T03:59:00.000-08:00

In this new world, "Man lived, for their dreams" no longer exist as a common mentality in the society. Individuals planned their lives to cope or better cope with this new world, worse still for some don't even dare to dream for almost immediately their dreams shattered the moment they think of it. Dream big and Achieve big without the confinements of this society we live in, think out of the world, act out of the world to achieve what the world perceived as impossible and reality; something which i called the 'future and awaiting to be achieved'. Live not to regret things you've not lived to try to achieve.

My message is clear, fight to the last grasp and believe in who you are, who you want to be and who you will be.

Freedom Fighters you ought to be!

Wassup Wassup!

2008-11-02T07:59:00.000-08:00

Right just came back from a bbq with few old time frens, feeling great!

Well this week has been tiring, serving my 2 months notice now till 31st December, haha new year new beginning. Beginning of a new long, exciting and adventurous journey.

Things are certainly going well now, soon i'll see my profits. oh ya, definitely need to go and take my car license now. If not by then got car but no license sure sianz half!

If things turn out well in my plannings, this year i will probably end it good! a very good platform for next year's strategy. Hmm.. was sharing with someone today to think ahead and stay positive, it's exciting to plan ahead and slowly achieve things along the way and when you've reached somewhere, you can possibly take a break and look back at all the things you've been thru, rather than thinking wad are the things i've not done!

Hopefully i can be a blessing to a lot of ppl around me! yeah

Thanks for all the Well wishes!!

2008-10-22T05:01:00.000-07:00

Alright, gotta thank all those colleagues who've heard about the news and wishes me well ahead. Yea a lot of em' were pretty shocked that i'm gonna heading to US to progress with my career. Ya my previous post was talking about this.. this excitement of speeding up my intended career by 1.5 times or maybe more!

I've been busy answering the same question since monday.. "why u resign? i thought your current job is good?"

K altho i like the company of colleagues right now but nothing, absolutely nothing can stop me from achieving what i want in my life!

hmm.. i just saw this photo super super funny!!!!

And she self commented, "Got Style Somemore"

Hahaha okay.. Urmz seriously Vis, you've changed a lot since last time la but of cos for the BETTER! dressing and style so different. and she is more lively right now, full of crapz! main thing is...

we like it Vis!

Exhilarating!

2008-10-21T07:08:00.000-07:00

Hmm... the title kinda explains my feelings! but it cant represent 100% of the unexplainable Joy and Passion in my heart rite now!

I sense FREEDOM!!

My gosh... God is good... ya in this time of uncertainty everywhere, i just tendered my resignation LOL! altho the last day will be 31st of Dec also = new start in the new year 2009. Great!

Alright, surely i'm embarking on a new exciting journey which requires a lot of travelling for work. i do not mean from Woodlands travel to Bugis..... heez

I will Succeed!
I will Succeed!
I am Successful!!

Some nice pics

2008-10-20T05:40:00.000-07:00

Making Peace between 2 angry whore!

Pointing Finger!

We can do it too! Magic fingers

Boops

Geek Clubs

Be Ready!

2008-10-16T06:43:00.000-07:00

Been approached by a long time fren = new project!

any money earning opportunity will never be let off by me... when u know how to grab one on the spot! Anyway that doesn't mean i change my model of doing things. I've got a fixed plan for all, i mean all opportunities that come knocking my way.

With a model in put...

Projects = Activities
Activities = Productivity
Productivity = Results

be rich? = do not work!
very simple.. ppl who are rich do not work for others

Work for yourself.

Phew!! mild scare!

2008-10-14T06:29:00.000-07:00

right time to update a bit...

my bro was admitted to Alexandra Hospital on Yesterday! he felt heart pain and his officer send him there for a check-up.. But thank God! that he is safe and kicking :)

hmm.. my pal Brendan is going back to States next Wed, to start his Uni and probably be back only next year june. His Dad was talking to me in company today saying he have been persuading Brendan to stay longer Lol!

Alrighty gotta go now.. got a seminar on tomolo morning at the new Ntuc Building.

I need a break, more REST!! gotta conserve more energy for a long journey ahead....need to bear with it rite now till friday nite, i'll probably be able to catch a good sat slp then.

Coldplay - Yellow (Live Concert!)

2008-10-12T06:53:00.000-07:00

Ya that's my favourite song. Kindly view below it's really amazing i guarantee you! The lead singer is so energetic and passionate... the song title tells u about sunshine.passion.love, its all in the song!

Nice Cool Day!

2008-10-12T05:31:00.000-07:00

It's kinda chill today.. waking up enjoying the journey to church having my earpiece on. Simply love music, especially acoustic covers. Love IT!!!

Sermon was okay.. i guess i'm well prepared since like 3 years ago, planning for this world economy downfall. I am ready to pillage!! Get myself out out outta this rat race.. financially free so that i can do so so much things that are constantly on my mind. Just gotta do em without any financial worries yea.

I really hope you know the ppl around me knows what they are getting into right now, instead of just hearing ppl say recessions, economy meltdown blah blah blah.. It's the same when the economy boom or slide, u just gotta be prepared and organized in term of financial. It's not just about YOU! we are evolved around our family and frens in a way or another, u do well and ppl around u rejoice yea and if u dun they all suffer in a way. Think abt them!

Hmm.. pretty tiredz when i got home, but kinda calm minded sitting in front of this com alone at home. Oh and watching "Long Road Down", for you who got absolutely no idea what is it, It is abt 2 guys riding motor-bikes all the way from Scotland to the Continent of Africa, passing thru every african countries till they reach Cape Town. I have to agree to something they always say in the show, "Africa is exquisitely beautiful!". Really so beautiful, u know the landscapes, the culture, setting fire camps watching the locals singing and dancing around it. Its like one of the most undeveloped countries but yet it is the utmost natural beauty tat u shall witness yea. Absolutely pretty.

Seriously first thing i wanna do is get myself financially free in 3 years time, and head out to travel for 3 months (SG Foreign policy limit of travel) b4 heading back SG for like a couple weeks and fly again. West Europe is my first stop!!

I'll travel alone, with someone special or with my close frens/buds, doesn't matter at all.. wonderful, it's gonna be wonderful i know..

Da da la da da

2008-10-10T02:09:00.000-07:00

Wootz on MC today... slept till like wad 11 plus shiokz.

Went for lunch and seen a doctor, after that was guitar time!

Manage to learn my all time favourite song - Yellow by Coldplay
Needing a little extra touch to perfect it though, i wonder when will they come to SG for a concert.. they are so good live!

hmm..
1) Radiohead - creep
2) Stone Sour - Thru Glass
3) RJA - Face Down
4) Lifehouse - Blind & Take me Away
5) Switchfoot - Dare you to move
6) Coldplay - Yellow
7) a little bit of Stare at the Sun, I don't love you, You and Me, Stop and stare and Are you gonna be my Girl?

What's next..

Oh... and i'm looking for a keyboardist!!

Oh and i wanna buy myself new guitar!! Ibanez acoustic guitar.. cost abt 750 bucks, it comes with plug in, a equalizer and of cos built-in tuner too!! Uniquely designed fret bars with a smooth surface board. I dun really fancy those lacquered types ya.

It's all abt my career, soccer and music! Bam....

A very talented pianist!

2008-10-07T07:21:00.000-07:00

Viva La Vida by David Sides

After some exercise, reaching home having such a soothing sound hovering near my ears!

Well my dear little brother went serving his 2 precious years today!

Night out..

2008-10-04T10:17:00.000-07:00

alright here i am, just got home from our sa-chok nison bday celebration. A couple of pics from my cam. din take too many pics cos we stayed in Sakura for like wad 3 hours... lol eating non-stop and disting each other. especially one which Nison hates durian a hell lot! while... nic and des went to get durian puffs, brought back and we kept saying this cream puff very very nice! He took one while he is sharing something and apparently we are giggling during then and he thought we are very interested in his story LOL! finally he took a mouthful and his face was so freaking hilarious hahaha!! Follow after, we walked around town and i treat them to drinks at hotel rendezvous. Headed home after that due to bday boy feeling tired...

Oreo mudpie shake! apparently trying to dist Nison by adding some durian in it but din work!

Happy bday Nison boy

2008-10-04T01:34:00.000-07:00

lol watching our momma's boy growing up!!! hahaha kick arse boy

Right we are chilling out today.

1st stop - Sakura Buffet

2nd Stop - Drinking.. requested by bday boy

3rd stop - jackass night

Pictures come later!!

Welcome to the planet,
welcome to existence,

Everyone's here
everyone's here
Everybody watching you now
Everybody waits for u now

Wad happens next, wad happens next
Dare you to move! dare to move~!

Dare you to lift yourself up off the floor~

Updates

2008-09-28T07:44:00.000-07:00

boy.. did not realize i missed out on blogging for quite some time though, probably because i've been too tired recently as i sleep quite early though.

Oh ya got a new colleague like 2 weeks ago, he's from US Philadelphia ya was showing him around in SG and hitting out at local foods. Well lol his favourite food is Roti Prata! Was telling him with a couple colleagues the other day that every Prata stall tastes uniquely different!! ....typically becos of locals' perceptions of Prata-makers Hahaha. Hmm personally i feel honored i should say to be hitting out well with him and like find out how the lifestyle and culture really like in the States and vice-versa for him. We went to check out the F1 Test Drive on friday after chilling out at pitstop with cell, i would say it was exciting you know, see the cars taking sharp corners at 150km/h and picking up to 240km/h almost instantly is like Bam! kick on the adrenaline rush. Would definitely love to see it live the next time it comes by SG again.

Also, gonna join the 4 on 4 soccer league this late november. Gotta start training soon, my left thigh has been failing me of late so gotta start recuperating trainings and physios stuffs as i really wish to go into it in the most tip top condition i can be as my teammates and i know jolly well we can definitely do well enough for the tournie.

Well, i can only see an exhilarating last lap to run for 2008! things are getting more exciting, got last quarter of time left to make things count in terms of my organization financial figures, some passion for soccer and hopefully our acoustic cover guitar jamming will go down well and tight.

Also double thumbs up for Liverpool and Torres, for a sweet victory on Sat over the Liverpool City's half, Blues especially after a well deserved victory over Man U the other day. Next up would be Chelsea, a victory over 'em would do the icing over the cake to the first half of the season at this very point!

Keep going on strong at will and heart for you'll never know what can happen, take for e.g the grand prix F1 race, what a twist for Alonso from 15th to 1st though it meant more for Hamilton though for the overall points tally. Nice stuffs, hope we have more of that in SG! Turn on the heat off the boring day-to-day city life.

Irritated

2008-09-08T06:38:00.000-07:00

yea i am, uploading a vid to youtube and it's still running for 1 hour plus already yet still not uploaded. Probably gotta blame my file being too huge lol 1.17gb hahahaha

Yea and had a good time with Jed yesterday, chilling out at Terminal 3 having popeyes and hahaha shopping for his biscuits to bring into tekong for his last 3 days... wad the..... armie.... :)

So glad i'm so so so so so over it once and for all! without serving reservice too! Yeah!

Right i'm still waiting for the vid to be uploaded at this very moment which i should be in my bed already!!!!!!

Busy!

2008-09-05T22:28:00.000-07:00

booo.. it's been quite some time since i last updated my blog, been really busy with my work that when i reach home each day it's already lik 8 plus pm. And i gotta slp early to wake up for work at 6 plus!

Well, that's WORK! This is why a lot of you know why i wanna retire from working next year!!! and choose to work when i want to not when i need to...

I've never liked the idea of working for a certain amt of hours a day, i fancy getting how much work done in a few hours that you've worked in a day which is more productive. Maybe those who are engaged in the working society right now would understand.

Someone popped me a question yesterday.."Since when did u became self-sustained?"
17 was my answer.. and now i'm more focused each day towards my goal!

F ollow
O n / O ne
C ourse
U ntil
S uccessful

Let's simplify things before you start complicate it :)

Qn 1 - What is it that I want to achieve now? not something in general.
Qn 2 - How am I gonna achieve the above with my given time and resources?
Qn 3 - When do I want to achieve it?

When you've written down the above on a piece of paper in great details, it's time to DO it! ..and prepare for changes that will come when you are on your course of achieving Qn 1.

Throw away what you've learnt and know for the time being and try out this simple 3 steps and give yourself say 1 month or even lesser (better still) and you'll find out how easily when you have a burning desire in your heart and a clear goal in your mind, the solution start to come so easily.

One lesson for those who always ask me how did you do it? It's time you get it done too!

Wad is Blessings all abt?

2008-08-11T06:22:00.000-07:00

Ay! i came across this topic today, wondering the concepts of ppl regards to this topic. Why do u bless others? Do you wait to get blessed before u bless? or Do you bless hoping to be blessed upon? anyways... blessings is of a good natured willing heart to do something that brings with it Joy. (in my very humble pretext)

Also you do not wait for others to start blessing u! u begin with blessing yourself... then becoming a blesser, lest unto others thru you became a blessing too. To bless others is to first live in abundance am i right? So if you have no clue wad kind of life do you live in is a good life and how much it cost to live in such life... you wld never understand the word Abundance.

Simply please, start to find out more abt your own very life, isn't it funny that everyday you get past by learning something and it's something that you did not learn or find out more abt the very life you live in?

Just get started with one thing, it is finance! You know intead of learning the economy, how much a grad earns, that person owns a whatever car, inflation is rising, property prices is shooting, why not just start with how much do u spend everyday, every month, the year 2007, this year and how much did u earn till today, how much did u save till today? Can you give me a answer in definite figures down to the last cent you've spent,earned and saved now?

See.. if you keep track of ur own very finance well, you have one less thing to be troubled abt in life don't you? and u can track and define you meaning of leading a good life don't you? Then you will have your very own answer of Abundance right? And a blesser you can be when u can answer those questions! i assure you of that.

You should start opening and closing your finance tap closely, do not let it leak, or worse still, let it run hahaha. Let it be in your control, be controller of your own life!

To start achieving something.. anything!

"One should build on what is his own,
and not on what rest on others."

Steamie Boat! and a learnt lesson

2008-08-10T08:05:00.000-07:00

Erm.. wanted to upload a couple vids but it's too huge to fit in. Sianz....
Anyways ain't really fancy steamboat all along, i'd rather u know dine in a restaurant enjoy the chef's culinary skills. Much more enjoyable than the steam/smoke that makes u smell "fragrant" lol. BUt i certainly enjoy the company we had at Xian De Lai today. well only 1 photo up there, (cos too lazy to take more, haha was too full sitting down laughing all the way with our incredible joker alex who brightens up the place with all sorts of craps u Can't think of!

Anyway i realise that altho i've always been heading towards a path which i felt that should be balanced between Family, Frens, Happiness, Wealth, Health and i missed out something else which will try to make the effort here nowon.

Yes i'm quite comfortable with where i am today, with the things i'm doing, but of course i hope i can speed certain things up. Prudence pays, so just gotta persevere and be patient abt things. So ya, just wanna share that we shld learn abt 'change'. It's is a incredibly Empowering process (of cos pls pls change for the betta!), hope u can understand the next line.

"In times of change, the learners will inherit the earth,
while the learned will find themselves well-equiped to deal
with a world that no longer exists'

Good Day! :)

Mov....

2008-08-06T04:54:00.000-07:00

Hey there.. seems like there are a lot of movies going around this period. Hell-boy 2, red cliff, the darkknight, mummy.. bla bla. Red cliff is nice, kinda funny but Takeshi did not bring out the charming and intelligence of Master Zhuge Kong Ming. Anyway anticipating the continued part 2 as it's gonna be mega huge! the fight scenes....

Ooooh Joker... "Boss instructed you to kill me right?,... Bang!" the bus driver did..... Hella out a incredibly nice show.. Well everyone tells me that! lol do not quote me, as i have not watch it yet. ya i know i should, hopefully it aint gonna be like one of the past batman typical show, cos i find 'em boring to the core.

Btw, to the previous post. I wonder how many of ya interested to go Australia?? wld be nice as the pace is slowwwww poke.

Ideas...

2008-07-31T06:45:00.000-07:00

I'm looking for places to travel.....

2 of my colleagues keep recommending Cambodia and Vietname vacation. Well, according to em the view is superb, especially Ang Kor Wat... But it's SO HOT! cant take it.. ever since my trip back from Macau/China, i seriously dislike the weather here in SG. It can be very warm the whole day even thru the night, or heavy rain for a couple days out of nothing.

Hmm... probably considering Taiwan!!! it's so cool... Well, Des.. if you are reading, let's schedule the trips dude. April, June, Sep and Dec of the very best 2009! I'm so damn looking forward in retiring from working next year march....

Are you alive?

2008-07-29T05:29:00.000-07:00

Walking down the streets, seeing all sorts of ppl, heading different directions, doing different things. And when i look into their eyes, all that was left was shadow...while Fuego(Fire/Passon) is all i have burning inside of me,and that makes me feel kinda frustrated when i see walking 'zombies'. Please read on...

Have you, my friend stopped dreaming? have you bowed down? or are you walking in the footsteps of others? in the shadows. Dream great dreams, dreams of your own. I say Dream! not things that can easily come to past, but of one, that you wld be proud someday to say,"I've lived to see my Greatest dream come to past." Search yourself and ask, who are you? Do not fulfil wad others want of u, but who do u want to be?

Today is the day, shld you have never ever gone into deep thoughts abt yourself, what wld u like to achieve! Beware, dreams does not get limited by this world that we live in, or we thought we know. For every new idea looks crazy at first, if you can see what you've dreamt, you shall have it! Everyone thought the Wright brothers were crazy when they wanted to fly, and the rest are all history. There are so many ppl who are thought to be insane when they shared their ideas, but actually it is achievable. So share with the right person who does not limit what you can do,YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE WHEN YOU DEAL WITH THE FUTURE OF YOUR PRESENT DECISIONS

Many ppl will not head down the streets until all the lights turn green! - that's why they dun go anywhere and I'd rather die trying to be frank.

Should you have a dream right here and now, do not feel embarressed or think that you are a fool, feel free to just drop me a mail (kingbotne@gmail.com), your life can be transformed right here right now! :) Remember, you need to do something to make that thing happen!

1st ever post!

2008-07-28T07:01:00.000-07:00

Well.. i've most certainly kept my thoughts within where it is all these years. Probably i'll just release some right here, also will be uploading some clips (possibly after jamming, just started recently) just for you to enjoy what we actually spend time and effort doing ya. Hmm.. do not expect too much though, nothing fantastic at the moment.

And actually i just realize i created a account for blogging quite some time ago, lol think i'm probably too busy doing other things rather than blogging. It is also becos i'm busy so i'll take this blog to share some of the things that my frens wanna know yet it's always difficult to catch me arnd.

For those, who have been puzzled abt how my life is like.. wad i've been up to. Probably this is where a good start, will prolly be much more engaged in time to come fulfilling my dreams, travelling, career, learning and doing some of my interests while i can eventually post some of the pics or vids here. Right here we go......one of my fav versions of the song Best of You, done in acoustic version by the Stereophonics.