That very very day....

Unexpectfully came across a truly profound question last nite, seemingly out of nowhere I popped this question to Van;

can I know when will be the day, tat ever unknowing day, my chest still pumping, heart still pounding, gush of small little wind still flowing though and out of my nostrils, comes to an end? On this incredible, wierdly, impossible earth?

Or; can I dun ever have to face tat very day? Ever...

Tat would be one the most priceless infomation I'll ever know if ever the answer is presented to me. And every perspective and aspects of life wld change drastically. Living like there's no tml? Living everyday as it is? These, ain't enuf for me.
2 years.. All i need, to press on some things on full gear b4 I'm forcefully stepped into the peak of my life. 2 yrs omg, too short, too fast, but wad choice do I have.

Wad wld u have done if u have to answer to tat very question above...