Craving...

When things gets mundane, restless, exhausting.

A radical change becomes a demand, the obvious to let down and let go.

A new spawn heaped

I needa move

That very very day....

Unexpectfully came across a truly profound question last nite, seemingly out of nowhere I popped this question to Van;

can I know when will be the day, tat ever unknowing day, my chest still pumping, heart still pounding, gush of small little wind still flowing though and out of my nostrils, comes to an end? On this incredible, wierdly, impossible earth?

Or; can I dun ever have to face tat very day? Ever...

Tat would be one the most priceless infomation I'll ever know if ever the answer is presented to me. And every perspective and aspects of life wld change drastically. Living like there's no tml? Living everyday as it is? These, ain't enuf for me.
2 years.. All i need, to press on some things on full gear b4 I'm forcefully stepped into the peak of my life. 2 yrs omg, too short, too fast, but wad choice do I have.

Wad wld u have done if u have to answer to tat very question above...

A new small part of my life

Just got a iPhone on wed, downloaded lot of applications which brought with it a whole lot of convenience.
Like my previous post has stated abt the Internet, now with a portable tool of the iPhone, I cld easily gain access to any infomation I need and want.

I love wad it is in the olden days with their idealogy and culture but nw I'm too in love with the easy technology access we gained.
Integral ingredients of my life.

And it is today, today tat I've turned 23, a day with importance to me but of a different aspect form most. It's a day I spend most of the time to myself rather than celebrating. A day in ur life where everything u've seen, went through, growth and all else sank in, all time phase seems to freeze on this day, framing my bubble observing within and beyond till the time ticks past midnite.

That's when a new born life is breathed. Most of my celebrations are on other days making this moment, my very own...

I want to stamp a print of my feet on every corner on this earth!
My wish....

Blogging..

I seriously aint got a clue bout when i started or decided to blog. Not really too sure when did blog started out, as u know back then, students in my time don't spend time at home facing Coms, i still remember how much i got my first computer for.. 3k! Pentium 1 lol. tats hilarious..

Well.. things change a whole lot since the 90s.. (erm k i'm just 22 turning 23 in a few days time. NOT TAT OLD YET!) from huge crabbing phones, to pcs to color screen phones to lappies to smaller phones to mp3 camera phones... to wad do we have today? smart phones? all and all fast forwarded too much with technology, and all these due to one thing. the Internet! hardware from k-bytes diskette to mega bytes to giga-bytes...

hmm its bout time i sorta get my own bday present lol, Blackberry Bold. Right i was actually interested in Storm2 but its touch-screen feedback simply too much to take. Lol when i look at my phone, its... such a ridicule. lol.. used it for wad? 2+ years?

That somewhat reminds me abt alot of things, i was always too busy working on the bigger picture of my life, tend to neglect smaller details though. This is where my blog becomes a occasional feedback/reflection of when i am and where to move on.

hmm.. i got one question now. eh.. where do we go for my bday celeb with shumei,sam, liang they all.. drinking is a lil mundane but i guess we can nvr make do with it tho...grr. still rather racking my brains. can we go motorX-ing? lol...

Mostly i've settled the plans with other groups. hmm its a one day thing, but nowadays we got too many different clique of frens, makes it a buzz.

Too much thing to do in life, too little time to spare.
Many a time, too many hesitation.

the birth of a crescent..

did i just spent a hour or so.. reading New moon

well Twilight took my time away when ever i'm on the journey, keeping my upbeat abt where i were, lifting my head chking. few days, ended my chapter on Twilight.

It got me unexpectful and tired when i got to chapter - The End. pretty low beat of the book, tat got one impatient of moving out of the dull chapter of missing Edward. Just gotta bite my lips and read on....

cant help but say, reading does slows down my pace of life, shouldering me some peace of rethinking. i needed.

as i prepares, for the next phase...

Unfathomable, my FB reads..

Somebody save me!

Lol i'm not sure if this is supposed to be posted.

My heart is stirring, growing resentful each time i take the public transport, especially the MRT. Its cramp, full of "courteous" ppl, "Chinese" and Banglas. I need my very own vehicle i swear. big time..

alright, someone reminded me of something when i was watching my ultimate dream car on youtube the other day.

- "u need a license right now" woops..

Can i? get it in 3 months?

When u wake up and u know....

ITS RAINING!

and wierd enuff when i stepped outta my room, opened the door the flowers on the trees were blooming, bright yellow and all over.

well a nice start to the day.. when i've decided to take the day for my very own consumption, slowly munching it away with the accompany of such a nice cooling weather tat allows one to sit deep into thoughts.

Some things happens along the way, so needed this precious times of rest to reschedule and re-strategize everything. Oh and to continue reading Twilight.. i think i'm kinda, kinda stuck onto it at the moment, something which i've never had interest in besides the topics of History/psycological/Biz&Investments/Biography books.

While speaking, its growling right now! so.... time to whip up all the food tat can last me till dinner tonight. Cooking! yes.
pancakes - scambled eggs - sausages - shishamo - maybe a little spagh or and not to forget a waffle topped with rum & raisin ice cream. wootz i'd better get started while blogging.

Update more laterz. I noe its quite some time ago since the last post lol.

joy listening to The Script

heard this song on the radio the other day.. The man who can't be moved
- beauty yet sad song

so as usual, searched their live performances, and telling u they are really gooood! very tight and authentic.

oh well, managed to find other very nice songs by em too

Breakeven
We Cry

And my current favourite, Before The Worst. must listen!! it got a really nice tune.

Seriously i don't know hw the lead singer cld simply memorize the whole song's lyrics, go chk out the lyrics for all the song if u can, its like a fuking essay lol tho poetic and meaningful.

Do chk em out if u aint got a clue of The Script.

Drawing a perfect line?

its prolly the toughest decision to make in modern, sophisticated society with the indifferent and ever-modifying environment.

Fighting against procrastination, priorities, time, temptations, and way too many factors.

Perfectionism... give it ur all and u are way hardcore as u left some doors shut just for tat goal of urs.

Jack of all... u'll never give something ur all, i mean all; that 100% even if ur sights shows u a indifferent conception.

Do it all, or just one.

Jeez, guess the best way is knowing the exit plan. ENough! is enough.. It may not be the most perfect line, tough calls to make at times, we gain and lose along the way.

This is life, live it all or nth at all. So why bother letting others have a say on u, each and every of us are genuinely created in uniqueness.

Call me crazy. but i have a dream, a life vision. Take my soul and u'll destroy me, if not nth stand against me, absolutely noth.

I dreamt, of a world (mine and some others) like nvr b4, like none other, in theoretical sense , it made absolute sense to me but not to all definitely. In reality i'll give my all for u, i'll offer u my wits and my burning desire, undying determination just to get u. Its so tense, having u within sights, almost, almost on course to breathe in the air i needed to.

Many a times i've falled, back on my feet i stood. Running towards u.. my core
My lifelong prize.

GT - R

Gran Turismo

got my heart racing...

love at first sight!

Its been way back since i heard a R32 screamed past along no. 1 shenton way, i am not sure hw to better describe tat feeling of hearing a monster from far and when u finally get to see it, it simply flew past in one single glance.

just checked out some of the pics, totally diff from the previous skyline versions.. super fitting for a super car, distinct features still remains. but the new body is so appealing.

it got me burning even more..

bring me 2010!

for the first time...

closing my eyes,
taking a deep long breathe,
I'm finally at home!
Best still, alone. And in such a good weather.

Slept like 13.5 hours since last nite, kinda glad i din went out for jamming. Refreshed, re-energize, ready and prepared...

i'm waiting for u,
satisfy me,
motivate me,
move me,

keeping me alive,
then lifes never apart,

unending journey,
draws my sight thru u,
around the world,
across 7 seas,

my heart and soul,
just for this path.

Ecstatic!

erm.. i updated my blog like yesterday? lol yea rite, it just seems like it..

pretty bz and wasted all these weeks, ever since my very last blog post..

but i guess the most fruitful part is this bunch of incredible frens and bros i've made over the weeks.. nvr fail to put a big smile on my face daily!

But seriously too bad ben is off to sydney coming feb.....

Wavehouse - it was uber cool frenzy,chill and seriously surfing is gonna interest most peeps man

Dear DEc,

Please come soon, i miss my bros, Jon and Jere, been so god damn ages since we are gonna hang out gether. Mr Tiesto, spin us some grooves!

krazy culo

nite out... w/ sammiboy, shumei, beckie, ben & his frens.

absolute madness, 5 vsop hennessy and 1-2 martell i think or more..

met up with some nice;cool frens of ben, and they seriously drink till drop, i mean every fri? kratzie!

Yea definitely cant miss out some classic moment of sammi trying to open his locker.. it has a key sticking at the key hole or wadever u call it and kept saying "i think someone open my locker,how?" (with the key still in his hands LOL!)

Yo eh eh oh ah!

its been a long way back time...

haha finally put to actions on exercising and getting into a healthy lifestyle programme.. been working out for past few days and went to gym and swimming earlier, seriously i'm aching all over now, my thigh, biceps,triceps, back and shoulder lol... but i like this after workout feeling, shld be getting a good nite slp tonight haha. Especially the swim, goodness me was really catching my breathe after a few laps and all muscles got tighten, oh ya i fell down a while ago trying to get up on my feet hahaha cos my thigh got strengthless.

More fruits and protein, heavier breakfast, normal lunch and very little dinner...
I knew this guy who is almost 50 yr old (whose looks is 30 plus 40) from New Zealand a while back, hes a in-line-skating coach also a personal fitness trainer in sg, lol he kept encouraging me to cycle to work daily and stuffs like tat, claiming tat one wld look younger and feel energetic daily; also wld perform better in bed LOL. I was luffing my head off, but its true regarding the younger and energetic part, not sure abt the latter part hahaha.

Eh i'm considering whether i should join Daniel Ong (98.7fm dj) for sunday runs after this past few days, but damn i shld've told him i will consider abt it first instead of accepting lol

Endure and Persevere!

Alright its my guitar time for 30 mins b4 dinner... laterz peeps.

How wld you spend such a hot warm day?

I'm looking at this pic and thinking of plunging into that crystal clear water right away!!

pretty chill couple days

nice rainy blues weather,

i can just almost picture how it feels hanging round the beach and it drizzles instead of sunny bright day, well i like both :)
Not much of a idea but a certain joy simply brought out during rainy days where i can take a step back, dig myself into that moment of peace.

Well, past 2 days certainly set me into the mood of getting things straighten up later. gotta retract & re-structure things abit, especially so when there are really loads of things-to-do piling up, needa strike that particular balance properly.

Ya i think i needed that reminder, always do fall short slightly. Right, time to pen thoughts and plans

1st priority! NZ snowboarding - June/July 2010
man just cant seem to get tis outta my head.

Life in a city can be real bored, so..

bonkers!

skid tat!

u know wad they say abt love at first sight...

I wanna learn the following!!

that got me pumping...

esto es un nuevo principio entero

Flash thoughts

My goodness, been having slpless nites... been bombarded by lots of thoughts, ideas, visions whenever i shut my eyes. I guess my sub-conscious mind is haunting, realli gotta calm down my heart and mind, having peace is a real key to making better decisions, definitely not when u are too anxious with too much things to do in mind and a fickling heart.

Well, i guess most of us at a certain point experiences a gush of adrenaline rush thru your mind and body to accomplish lots of things that you realli wish to achieve yet you felt restricted by certain circumstances. Its like impatience and a few other factors stomping one foot into the scene, leaving a antagonizing confusion state of mind to whatever decisions or actions you gonna take.

Just gonna have a good rest today, reorganize everything and overcome with sheer determination, also to tackle everything that is coming in the best shape i can get..

I wish all, my frens, good luck & all da best in whatever you've decided to accomplish with bold courage! Sincerely..

allumer le feu

Reignited Fire...

4 months left to close some pretty awesome pages to the book, nice to be back but its bored though, life in sg it is lol.

Preferred to be really free or dang bz, i'll simply liken to the latter. But it seems theres still so much yet to be done, tho prerequisitely cash flow still comes into the picture for greater to be born.

Just got back with a discussion with my old man, taking into account hws my family side doing and plannings in financial terms, gonna strategize my next phase of plans. :) i don't know why but i think its a fun thing abt money, where one's intelligence comes into play like a set of chess always laying on the next few moves.

Ar... enuff i'm going to play my guitar, It's not my time by 3 doors down...

Chillz.

Fabuleux

My new world, new life.

When the reds go marching on!

Lol stayed up late to watch the match this "morning", and the scoreline states - Liverpool 2 Chelsea 0. aww i'm so sorry Jed ;p Hmm and Venis's Favourite player, Lampard got sent off....

RIght prior the my earlier post, well everything settled off tat day itself. Meaning we still embrace that person with all that we have, at that point u might think tat oh its gonna be gloomy but love and grace we were given by God to embrace u further. If not wad makes us differ from the acts... Just simply hope tat all these will make u better!

chillz..

Wad a eventful day..

Woken up by my mom in the morn... to do a favour actually but end up in nth lol..

K then went to leng hse to prepare all the food and stuffs, yea we were slightly late lol bad not to fulfil the promise to someone's mom tho. But ya thanks to leng's mom and dad for the great help and hospitality!! they are seriously hilarious... of cos with my bud Jed who tio suaned! lol... funniest comments i've heard bout Jed ever since he went into Service.

Eh thanks leng, sorry bout leaving ur home in a hush due to transport prob. leaving u a oily house to clean up.. lol but yea the game we played after peeps left was funny... hope more of such will still happen in future Often.

Well din want a great day like this to end in such a way, but it explains the title. I just realize i'm not the one putting up with someone all this while, seriously i simply just had enuff of tat person just today! when... i found out 2 of my bro were played out right bastardism acts by this person.

That's enuff, i'm a reflective mirror for u'll get more of wad u've done. Be it good or bad

ba da la bup

So determined to get my car license this year and get a car.. waited freakin long for a cab on Chu 1, only when we decided to take pub transport then the cab appeared, pengz.
The more u dun wan something, the more u get it lol.

hmm... missed out on this distant aunt,one of those who dote me the most (dad's side), this year she went yunnan for holis. She is a super modern crappy hilarious old lady lol

oh ya, altho i dun really mind the figure bout the ang baos (except from this super miser family from my dad's side) but altho eco not tat ideal, but lol i receive more than usual, dunno why and a few of em dunno from whom. so ya still thank God for so many relatives who dote on me alot. prolly one of the reasons is i'm the eldest grandson in ranking lol.

right time to chill for this week.. before i get started on a real journey next wk. Chill later today with jed and company, thurs prolly meet up this super bro who came back from australia, fri leng hse gathering, sat seconday sch peeps gathering (super long never see them, fond memories tho) oh gosh.. i forgot wad i had on on sun, somebody told me something damn.. lol k trying hard to recall here. haha hmm something like a gathering with few peeps, nah they will call me again.

hmm... a wonderful journey awaits from this coming mon onwards.


Buenas noches
KinG

Finally!

wooo hooo yea.. got more freedom now.. a lil more time! to finally do something i've been wanting to..

After playing all the mainstream songs.. decided to do one myself..

Hahaha gave up halfway on this song tune as i cant seem to find the inspiration to the chorus part.. sent it to a few peeps, one commented She felt like in the rain listening to it LOL! anyway.. gonna work back on it another day.

Then... got a whole new inspiration to do a rock genre song.. yea it came easily mush easier than the 1st one, hmm intro verse1 bridge chorus verse2 ending tune are there but still working out the solo part and need a drummers help tho in near future. I thought of the theme while i was resting from know practicing just now, decided to name the song "Call for Change". Yea... but now the hardest and brain squeezing part... the lyrics lol! geez the tune is haunting me whole day and even rite now hahaha

oh ya i need some yellow papers... for drawings duh.. need to do some sketches liao (am not drawing nemo and eeyore) lol!

naa naa naa...

Randomizationess

It's a new year new start, gotta refresh my mindset abt things; thoughts and abt ppl.

I started to question, trying to see why am i called to be in a youth cg. yea this is qn 1 lol, i just turned 22 last month.... so still wondering but do not get me wrong i really enjoyed myself in e410...very much!

new perspective in life i suppose... due to certain arising opportunities and actions i've taken

new priorities

new WANTS! shop shop...

new commitments too..

more gaming lol at nite...

Guess i'm always bz bz bz... never gonna waste time and life... Yea!!

Courage... Being Tough

It's not about how many punches you can land but how many hits u can take - tat determines your success in life.

If you found yourself standing up again and again that is the true courage we are looking at, never lie low! for you are called to stand, walk and feel great of who you are.