Craving...

When things gets mundane, restless, exhausting.

A radical change becomes a demand, the obvious to let down and let go.

A new spawn heaped

I needa move

That very very day....

Unexpectfully came across a truly profound question last nite, seemingly out of nowhere I popped this question to Van;

can I know when will be the day, tat ever unknowing day, my chest still pumping, heart still pounding, gush of small little wind still flowing though and out of my nostrils, comes to an end? On this incredible, wierdly, impossible earth?

Or; can I dun ever have to face tat very day? Ever...

Tat would be one the most priceless infomation I'll ever know if ever the answer is presented to me. And every perspective and aspects of life wld change drastically. Living like there's no tml? Living everyday as it is? These, ain't enuf for me.
2 years.. All i need, to press on some things on full gear b4 I'm forcefully stepped into the peak of my life. 2 yrs omg, too short, too fast, but wad choice do I have.

Wad wld u have done if u have to answer to tat very question above...

A new small part of my life

Just got a iPhone on wed, downloaded lot of applications which brought with it a whole lot of convenience.
Like my previous post has stated abt the Internet, now with a portable tool of the iPhone, I cld easily gain access to any infomation I need and want.

I love wad it is in the olden days with their idealogy and culture but nw I'm too in love with the easy technology access we gained.
Integral ingredients of my life.

And it is today, today tat I've turned 23, a day with importance to me but of a different aspect form most. It's a day I spend most of the time to myself rather than celebrating. A day in ur life where everything u've seen, went through, growth and all else sank in, all time phase seems to freeze on this day, framing my bubble observing within and beyond till the time ticks past midnite.

That's when a new born life is breathed. Most of my celebrations are on other days making this moment, my very own...

I want to stamp a print of my feet on every corner on this earth!
My wish....

Blogging..

I seriously aint got a clue bout when i started or decided to blog. Not really too sure when did blog started out, as u know back then, students in my time don't spend time at home facing Coms, i still remember how much i got my first computer for.. 3k! Pentium 1 lol. tats hilarious..

Well.. things change a whole lot since the 90s.. (erm k i'm just 22 turning 23 in a few days time. NOT TAT OLD YET!) from huge crabbing phones, to pcs to color screen phones to lappies to smaller phones to mp3 camera phones... to wad do we have today? smart phones? all and all fast forwarded too much with technology, and all these due to one thing. the Internet! hardware from k-bytes diskette to mega bytes to giga-bytes...

hmm its bout time i sorta get my own bday present lol, Blackberry Bold. Right i was actually interested in Storm2 but its touch-screen feedback simply too much to take. Lol when i look at my phone, its... such a ridicule. lol.. used it for wad? 2+ years?

That somewhat reminds me abt alot of things, i was always too busy working on the bigger picture of my life, tend to neglect smaller details though. This is where my blog becomes a occasional feedback/reflection of when i am and where to move on.

hmm.. i got one question now. eh.. where do we go for my bday celeb with shumei,sam, liang they all.. drinking is a lil mundane but i guess we can nvr make do with it tho...grr. still rather racking my brains. can we go motorX-ing? lol...

Mostly i've settled the plans with other groups. hmm its a one day thing, but nowadays we got too many different clique of frens, makes it a buzz.

Too much thing to do in life, too little time to spare.
Many a time, too many hesitation.

the birth of a crescent..

did i just spent a hour or so.. reading New moon

well Twilight took my time away when ever i'm on the journey, keeping my upbeat abt where i were, lifting my head chking. few days, ended my chapter on Twilight.

It got me unexpectful and tired when i got to chapter - The End. pretty low beat of the book, tat got one impatient of moving out of the dull chapter of missing Edward. Just gotta bite my lips and read on....

cant help but say, reading does slows down my pace of life, shouldering me some peace of rethinking. i needed.

as i prepares, for the next phase...

Unfathomable, my FB reads..

Somebody save me!

Lol i'm not sure if this is supposed to be posted.

My heart is stirring, growing resentful each time i take the public transport, especially the MRT. Its cramp, full of "courteous" ppl, "Chinese" and Banglas. I need my very own vehicle i swear. big time..

alright, someone reminded me of something when i was watching my ultimate dream car on youtube the other day.

- "u need a license right now" woops..

Can i? get it in 3 months?